Saturday, January 30, 2010

iLost

I was browsing my Friendster account (wondering if there are still users there. harsh!) and passed by my blog.
I was really shocked and amazed of my blog posts there.
Most of of my posts, like 70%, are about love and hurt.
I was really surprised, and can't believe that was me writing it.

Some of it are about my ex (well, most of it), about my hatred on Physics (who doesn't?), my high school crush, opinion on games over girlfriends, about breaking up and reconciliation, and a relationship ended with a kiss. ♥
I am my own counselor! hahaha

But that part of me was lost now.
Not that I'm not sentimental or deep anymore, but my urge to write and express something I feel is kind of lost now.
Before, it was my way of channeling my feelings, and expressing it with all might.
Maybe because before, I had an inspiration (gugma napud!), and now its all gone.
I could write about anything else, but that part of me writing about how I feel is the thing I really missed most about myself.

And because I'm very, very busy now.
No time for writing blogs.
Status updates ra jud! ☺

It's just so surprising that that part of me existed, and now its lost. :(
Hopelessly, romantic dude. Wondering if I have to get it back. ☺

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